目录
第一章 Fairfield
我如幽灵般,在这初秋的3月,拖着疲惫不堪的身躯,回到了这座伤感之城。呼吸到熟悉甜蜜的空气,我知道这里是我的家,是我这么多年生活的地方。然而,我到底属于哪里?身躯在分裂。
机场等行李,被缉私犬扑了。我讨厌这些狗,每次都被指令扑向从中国航班下来的华人们。我也讨厌那些带了好多违禁食品的中国游客。
等朋友的车,冷风飒飒,阴郁沉沉。忽然看到从前的一个客户在面前大步的走过,没有看到我,仿若这里一切与我无关。听着澳洲乡音的我站在这里,又有什么意义?
车姗姗来迟。走高速。车窗外,秋雨渐至;车窗内,有点沉闷。港口没有“塔斯马尼亚之魂”号,已然驶往德文港。我曾经在那里度过了人生最闲适美好的时光。我却再也回不去了。
老房子,熟悉而陌生。忽然之间,门口无数紫茉莉绽放。这江南独有的紫茉莉,这么多年,不知它们从何而来?
![紫茉莉](https://synyan.net/202412181731/364ad10a686e6da43797667562c0ca69/travel/49/P1060185_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
朋友犀牛带我去了Fairfield(“展览场”)。高处甚为辽阔。望大雨前夕的墨尔本城乌云压阵,深切感到力量已不可逆转。
![Fairfield](https://synyan.net/202412181731/9651f9320b977c34e40a7c0e19a427d4/travel/49/P1060197_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
雅拉河边,大雨前的人们仍然闲适。大雨中的我们却仓皇失措。
![雅拉河边](https://synyan.net/202412181731/31c78081b5907b5bc4e399da0367fa3a/travel/49/P1060204_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
傍晚的Glen Waverly,饭局、残阳、乌云。
![Glen Waverly](https://synyan.net/202412181731/60a57abc59f63d833917887388e8daad/travel/49/P1060224_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Glen Waverly](https://synyan.net/202412181731/89b3886e3f6b2a6267637e797c1b7aba/travel/49/P1060227_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
金光射向天宇,我与朋友分道,走在不同方向。
第二章 Caulfield
母校Monash大学,它依然是那么恬静。我已太熟悉这里的一草一木。我却仍然是个过客。
![Monash大学](https://synyan.net/202412181731/bd1282684c359a97372f6c2657a3d1c3/travel/49/P1060237_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Monash大学](https://synyan.net/202412181731/f69dea992b508336a887cac160cd2e0d/travel/49/P1060239_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Monash大学](https://synyan.net/202412181731/dcc72e6bb9dae5ed439f7e52d11cb86a/travel/49/P1060240_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Monash大学](https://synyan.net/202412181731/189886b4e3d6f582b187edcadd62f751/travel/49/P1060243_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
我走在去往阳光餐厅的路上,恍若一梦。餐厅里的陈式未变,菜品未变,但服务生已然换了几茬。一个女生问我,要点什么?我说,老样子。但她不会知道老样子是什么样子?我已经足够老,老到已从餐厅的记忆中清除出去。这个世界没有什么事情是绝对的,时间长了,也会毫不留情的忘记。
阳光却依然这么灿烂,甚至有点夏日的熟悉感觉。啊,我的那么多年!我走了一圈,却依然走回了那个让我感怀的秋天!但今天,我是来告别的吧。那些曾经绚烂的梦,如今只剩下了感伤。
![Monash大学](https://synyan.net/202412181731/2ac8bc3c782733bf3a5a137b1fa76a21/travel/49/P1060244_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
Caulfield的这些邻居家的小房子,大概100年也不会变。那样很好。我不想它们变。我希望永恒。
![Caulfield Emo Road](https://synyan.net/202412181731/f400d1ae5f735048d39af1574e8ada5c/travel/49/P1060268_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
当年曾感怀和心心念念的漂亮小屋,如今也不可能再买了。
![Caulfield小别墅](https://synyan.net/202412181731/a1a65ce673ee6d0269f24b4a2f16f6e3/travel/49/P1060274_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
“沙罗双树”,一如从前。
![Caulfield Emo Road](https://synyan.net/202412181731/bb4ac2c876e565de1a91c908cd7b680d/travel/49/P1060269_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Caulfield](https://synyan.net/202412181731/1f8ac841e1f5b2e76ad1c0f1a7acbe36/travel/49/P1060270_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
很多年前住过的地方。
![Caulfield Moama Road](https://synyan.net/202412181731/415feedd768204674476f95b19bca61b/travel/49/P1060276_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Caulfield tennis kids](https://synyan.net/202412181731/b51d11177dde1a606981193d744fb730/travel/49/P1060282_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
欢乐是他们的,我什么也没有。
第三章 Yarra River and Shrine of Remembrance
我坐在火车里,不知所措的驶向都市。炎热的风吹过,满街都是短袖T恤,我北半球初春御寒的风衣已经不合时宜。
在熟悉的地方下车,只为求证我仍然属于这个城市。我已不属于,因为我的手机再也没有响起过。想要找到朋友来逛街,思忖再三,竟无所得。
走在雅拉河上的王子桥,我只是在无数次上又加了一次。
![Princes bridge](https://synyan.net/202412181731/3783b38b7123f5be1c5594c6b404a2b5/travel/49/P1060602_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Princes bridge](https://synyan.net/202412181731/ff137880b1407ed8697f62192016af32/travel/49/P1060294_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Melbourne streets](https://synyan.net/202412181731/dab36885766a646525a900d7b2c76764/travel/49/P1060298_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Yarra River](https://synyan.net/202412181731/6b6873e485a2cb9c08e3398ae68ef5b0/travel/49/P1060429_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![雅拉河南岸的商铺](https://synyan.net/202412181731/c92a0c7d68645318b11d014a251d6c72/travel/49/P1060610_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![州立艺术馆](https://synyan.net/202412181731/749bc9326faaa2f83a9391528ea65aa1/travel/49/P1060322_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![雕塑](https://synyan.net/202412181731/5bf6b78c55e5f616435bc1398280d61c/travel/49/P1060332_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![喷泉和儿童](https://synyan.net/202412181731/2c53ad5899850f6725fb79bef46a2ac4/travel/49/P1060330_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Marquis de Linlithcow,第一任澳洲总督](https://synyan.net/202412181731/c93204498d98505a80a96972ebb18b56/travel/49/P1060345_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Marquis de Linlithcow雕塑](https://synyan.net/202412181731/08e960ee080a02c7c49b4dca4bfec949/travel/49/P1060424_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![草地](https://synyan.net/202412181731/55cdd5648b6dfeebe79f6decfe7ae6d8/travel/49/P1060291_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![皇冠](https://synyan.net/202412181731/3e278d1a8019469c4b8323f8c0589d35/travel/49/P1060340_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![大道](https://synyan.net/202412181731/5341b55d54579df3cd9e737cbac50c2f/travel/49/P1060420_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![大道](https://synyan.net/202412181731/4b96513b912a11bb6e1ff5b31df24ac0/travel/49/P1060423_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
还一个愿——曾经无数次的开车经过这里,却没有机会来参观战争纪念馆。
![战争纪念馆](https://synyan.net/202412181731/f8a9d65be24d62c1e8a0a7833f133620/travel/49/P1060349_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![战争纪念馆](https://synyan.net/202412181731/87f5094c15ed3c749c65e1d0b6f4a973/travel/49/P1060368_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![战争纪念馆](https://synyan.net/202412181731/8c8372ee17c7b4887b43e436ee1688ca/travel/49/P1060365_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![战争纪念馆](https://synyan.net/202412181731/c9ad46bb30af3bbc112d26209646e1f5/travel/49/P1060405_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![战争纪念馆](https://synyan.net/202412181731/48690526c6af5f4ea061071706aedde5/travel/49/P1060383_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![](https://synyan.net/202412181731/aa3e565eda538502be5d48fc7b31ee56/travel/49/P1060386_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![勋章之墙](https://synyan.net/202412181731/77eece33d6f4757e1356d083b65dc426/travel/49/P1060395_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![纪念馆出口](https://synyan.net/202412181731/76813acd911525a8e2a514be0e9aeaeb/travel/49/P1060402_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![林荫大道](https://synyan.net/202412181731/e6d8df076d6d48c9c61cc7e6c1592558/travel/49/P1060287_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
太多的照片,不如就此放下沉重的历史,享受南岸难得的阳光。
![游客](https://synyan.net/202412181731/abd96f3ff50b36634e5735ba056549b3/travel/49/P1060438_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![游客](https://synyan.net/202412181731/f975c09025ae75bb87956aa2e20ce192/travel/49/P1060434_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![游客](https://synyan.net/202412181731/19738590e1371a5a6f0fc05b5e7dfe61/travel/49/P1060437_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![王子桥上的街灯](https://synyan.net/202412181731/28c8e4b596a729704951bd66992045a5/travel/49/P1060425_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Yarra River](https://synyan.net/202412181731/5f841736de49a2216f4f169ec6546091/travel/49/P1060432_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Yarra River](https://synyan.net/202412181731/1d03c6d54263d83b917f2577e1517db1/travel/49/P1060447_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
一对儿让人艳羡的情侣,在桥上秀着属于他们的恩爱。
![Young couple](https://synyan.net/202412181731/27f76fe693051d4d5162b06b4a011b08/travel/49/P1060485_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
我在这河边的长椅上,躺了一下午。这一下午的雅拉河美色,是属于我的。
![Yarra riverbank](https://synyan.net/202412181731/49b21f1df8bb6f323f706123ad04e941/travel/49/P1060467_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
在手机里,我写下了这样的话:
三月十八日,十六点,雅拉河畔,发呆一小时,任微风吹过脸颊,看雅拉河水潺潺。我想通了,不再难过,事情总有它的出路,就让往事随风,走好今后每一步路就好,只要自己和爱自己的人开心,何必在乎往事?
28分钟后,墨尔本以一次地震铭刻了我的誓言。
第四章 St Kilda
炎热的一天。还没有到下班时间,却已经有很多墨尔本的市民们来到圣科达海滩,享受着海风带来的片刻清凉。这片海是迷人的,我不知还有几次能踏上她的肌肤。
![St Kilda](https://synyan.net/202412181731/f842dbe324dd04e4e2a631963c8882b0/travel/49/P1060506_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
墨尔本的翡翠,原来就是St Kilda这片海。
![St Kilda](https://synyan.net/202412181731/4c7dae5388a770f0a3894bb5c72779f7/travel/49/P1060510_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![St Kilda](https://synyan.net/202412181731/b37f179dfc76063034787fdb4a052137/travel/49/P1060518_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![水边的阿迪丽娜](https://synyan.net/202412181731/11ae05f584eeb740b660d2c02878382d/travel/49/P1060522_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![水边的阿迪丽娜](https://synyan.net/202412181731/de238be5d16aa0ba87e481c504a6e656/travel/49/P1060525_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
与朋友相约,来到永远无法拒绝的美食餐厅。
![餐厅](https://synyan.net/202412181731/733de3324f56f87780456716945af5ef/travel/49/P1060555_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![小女孩与狗狗](https://synyan.net/202412181731/d53a5f8249f937f8f64f3716d10f5b65/travel/49/P1060541_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![餐厅](https://synyan.net/202412181731/3d32e0f791ea9ef370c45a6d04afc10c/travel/49/P1060539_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![餐厅](https://synyan.net/202412181731/743076a17c4782b10c4d5e4f4fc635fc/travel/49/P1060536_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![冰沙](https://synyan.net/202412181731/984e39597287d2482397446a04d59df7/travel/49/P1060546_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![水果酸奶](https://synyan.net/202412181731/81792d91c1a673da96bc9b6d301728be/travel/49/P1060547_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![意面](https://synyan.net/202412181731/d64acbcd33a66ded1f57227f21eb8838/travel/49/P1060556_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![炸鱿鱼](https://synyan.net/202412181731/847c720a7d2d70d9be7ac77742878a93/travel/49/P1060557_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![夕阳](https://synyan.net/202412181731/c4abee4e27824ff2ce3fa6603f6eb57f/travel/49/P1060572_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![夕阳](https://synyan.net/202412181731/43aa21f1154d289baef074cd5e019185/travel/49/P1060574_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![夕阳](https://synyan.net/202412181731/90893083ee24fd8ab7d85e57e1302efa/travel/49/P1060576_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![彤云](https://synyan.net/202412181731/3b9c717914b4bd27ec4654ce9b705bd2/travel/49/P1060580_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![彤云](https://synyan.net/202412181731/930b7eb81fd55c58f6e44c678bfc4017/travel/49/P1060590_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![彤云](https://synyan.net/202412181731/73a5e587797197bdcca459345f7dba09/travel/49/P1060591_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![曾经的家门口,火烧天际](https://synyan.net/202412181731/37b1216b6d847cd13a563cf92fda2333/travel/49/P1060585_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
“怀念着往日的坚持和现在你我的改变”——陈绮贞。
第五章 Eureka Skydeck
我来到墨尔本最高楼Eureka Tower的Skydeck,最后一次俯瞰这座都市。
![Eureka Tower前的豪车](https://synyan.net/202412181731/5bb77c921506bad86ff73b84bd87ba2b/travel/49/P1060619_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Eureka Tower Skydeck俯瞰都市](https://synyan.net/202412181731/6f30d66a4e2e13bfe011172f900d3383/travel/49/P1060641_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Eureka Tower Skydeck](https://synyan.net/202412181731/ed92d5894604c5438406ea97afc4f035/travel/49/P1060625_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Eureka Tower Skydeck](https://synyan.net/202412181731/123b836d84efefd0470fed097d3ffb7b/travel/49/P1060628_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Eureka Tower Skydeck sunset](https://synyan.net/202412181731/5691bacd891cd2fd30538eb3e0b77f3b/travel/49/P1060662_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Eureka Tower Skydeck sunset](https://synyan.net/202412181731/59866bec26d995ef96b8f68d4c35b60d/travel/49/P1060716_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Eureka Tower Skydeck sunset](https://synyan.net/202412181731/8b4e909397c382b0d3ed73614316110d/travel/49/P1060709_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Eureka Tower Skydeck sunset](https://synyan.net/202412181731/91091d12712a5e1ccf8284864553da9c/travel/49/P1060737_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![情人](https://synyan.net/202412181731/a415715d7b210996ca3c68f3b1716f9a/travel/49/P1060725_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Eureka Tower Skydeck俯瞰夜景](https://synyan.net/202412181731/b59b9e166875f4464c785caa02bf7008/travel/49/P1060732_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
又去了Lygon Street,点上上最中意的意餐。也许这是我最后一次在这里与墨尔本的朋友见面。
![Lamb](https://synyan.net/202412181731/0a7cc2d444b9e4784dce635b6eced09e/travel/49/P1060781_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Caesar Salad](https://synyan.net/202412181731/032a9cdb5930602e2223909e53bae044/travel/49/P1060784_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Spaghetti](https://synyan.net/202412181731/4f66380e2d223edee705ca44b1b94caa/travel/49/P1060785_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Spaghetti](https://synyan.net/202412181731/ab826503ec99320422c760094c7d92cb/travel/49/P1060786_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Icecream](https://synyan.net/202412181731/486f2a9687f9026f6e8c722bb444b08d/travel/49/P1060787_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Tiramisu](https://synyan.net/202412181731/e6236c68508083fd694774a8a32aad89/travel/49/P1060788_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Guys in Lygon street](https://synyan.net/202412181731/3ae452d3cbee221020eb3c49985812d1/travel/49/P1060780_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
夜色已深,散伙回家。
![Melbourne Flinders night](https://synyan.net/202412181731/b2eb3a09442fd4b7b6fe9b4e877cc9a0/travel/49/P1060759_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
![Melbourne Yarra River night](https://synyan.net/202412181731/2410d1bfe91089ff4db9f01af6a20d66/travel/49/P1060756_p-1.jpg?x-oss-process=style%2Fwatermark_webp)
第六章 Epilogue
我告别所有人,踏上三万英尺的云层,消失在茫茫的人海,如同此行从来不曾发生过一样。
但从这里,我重生。
兔牙
怎么说? 好久没有联系了 身份的问题 怎么解决?其实你在哪里生活都一样拉 看个人价值咯:)很平常的生活场景在你手里出来都很赞的说 :)下次讨教讨教 拍照可能感觉比器材更重要?:)尤其City yarra river那几张我超级喜欢 尤其里面的色调
十六年前 Unknown · Unknown莹
再来看一遍顺便踩下第100个脚印!嘿嘿
十六年前 Unknown · Unknown语之
最近风格有点变化,不论是签名还是文字都流露出几分感伤。图片和整体风格依旧是很吸引人。
十六年前 Unknown · Unknown子
挺感人的.
十六年前 Unknown · UnknownS
兔牙:这个问题我已经解决了。:-) 你说的不错,不过澳洲的确是适合人居住的地方(可能并不适合奋斗,因为太舒适了)。器材是一个方面,构图是更重要的一个因素,技术也是不可缺的,还有后期。下次你回国记得来找我玩。萤火虫:啧啧 你牛的。多来啊。语之 & 双子::-) 不好意思,露怯了……
十六年前 Unknown · Unknown